WHAT THE CRAP???

yah, i say that...oh well. ok, my day did not start off very well at school today...AAAHHH!!! i was in first period Geometry and it was about the middle of the period, and i see a certain picture at a glance that happened to be a picture of something that i am almost deathly afraid of on a book that my seat partner had on his desk(let's name him Curly). so anyway, i turned the book over so that i wouldn't run the risk of looking at the picture again, and i told him i didn't want to see that. So he didn't really say anything, and he knew i was afraid of that certain thing that was on that picture, and i was thinkin, "oh, cool, he's gonna be nice and keep it outta my sight." but OH NO! CAN'T BE NICE NOW CAN WE??? when the class was over, i see curly hold something up AND POINT TO IT out of the corner of my eye, so (naturally) i turn to look at it right as he says, "Oh, Hannah, make sure not to look at this." he wasn't serious, btw...it was one of those things where they say it so that you look...but anyway, i look at it and THERE IT IS! that really scary picture, and this time i got the whole picture engrained into my brain instead of just a glance. and so i immediately get really angry...and, trust me, it takes a lot to get me as angry as i was at that moment....and i was like "Geez [Curly], why would you do something like that???" and he was smiling and laughing while i was almost in tears, and then he kinda patted my shoulder and was like "i'm sorry" YEAH, LIKE THAT'S REALLY GONNA CUT IT! and pushed his hand away and was like "uh, no, apology NOT accepted. there's no excuse for that!" so, yeah, i've been angry at him ALL day. then, to top it all off, in second period we watched a video that happened to have one of those things that was what the picture was of. Yeah, i'm not gonna say what it is, cuz i'm done telling people what my fears are, because all they do is pick on me. Even my own Dad does stuff like that, and i can't help but to be scared of it...why would you pick on someone for something they can't help? isn't that like bullying a cripple? it's not very nice....

But i had a good 3rd period, so that's a good thing=D i try not to dwell on stuff that long, but until he gives a lagit apology, i'm gonna be angry at him. That's just plain cruel.
-Hannah