Calm It Down

so, i've decided to share a few of my wishes with you people who ever so graciously read my blog(which i almost spelled wrongly just now)....okeedokee, you better brace yourselves:

i wish that some people would at least look on the brightside. i understand that sometimes you can only feel better after you've felt horrible...but there's no excuse for going on and on and on......it hurts the people around you. if you care about someone enough to let them hear how you're feeling, then i'm sure that person cares so much for you that those feelings hurt them as well. maybe what you're saying doesn't hurt their feelings, but the WAY you say them, and the anger and sadness expressed afterwords.....that's what get's 'em. they CARE about you. they LOVE you. if not, they wouldn't have sat there for 30 minutes listening intently to what you were saying.
i wish that when i actually am ranting(which doesn't happen often) and i feel miserable, or scared, or just plain silly, that people would stop telling me that they understand and they know "exactly" how i feel. when i feel sad, i don't want my friend telling me that they have felt that way before, because that makes me feel worse. i WANT to believe that i'm the only person in the ENTIRE WORLD that has ever felt that way. i want to think no one has ever had to go throught that feeling before. i don't need to hear that you know what it's like or that you have felt my feelings....because i don't want you to have.
i wish boys wouldn't be so rediculous. isn't it enough that we get up every daggon morning and try to look pretty for you people??? why do you have to make us feel so terribly about ourselves? why do you have to contradict every word that we say? can't you be a gentleman and make us feel good about ourselves? we don't want to have to feel like you may start talking about us as soon as we leave a room unless it's good....we don't want to have to contort our thoughts to align with your picture of a "perfect girl." Boys, wake up call:
girls are selfish, conceited, and(until proven otherwise)are self-dependent. we want you to love that about us...and we know we're difficult. why do you think we automatically blame ourselves if something goes wrong with one of you?
i wish that even if i AM the crayziest person you'll ever meet, the loudest, most obnoxious girl in history...the most uncoordinated, unfashionable, random 16 year old EVER.......you'll like me anywayz. you'll like me for my sometimes annoying laugh, and my extremely irrational fears, and my love for grape soda, and my obsession with anything lime green, and my need for plaid and argile prints, and....most of all.....for my never ending, everlasting, always growing, totally awesome LOVE for Disney. Yeah. it may be hard to believe, sir, but you will love that about me. and you'll even brag to your "buddies" that you are a Prince, and that you have a Princess named
-Hannah